When Even My Thoughts Take a Day Off
proving that absence can still hold a kind of presence
Kamila Murkowska
Independent writer exploring emotion, perception and contemporary life. Chooses depth over noise and continuity over trends. Works across self-hosted and decentralized spaces. Drawn to nuance, memory and quiet moments.
I Am Not the Version You Remember
Some people do not misunderstand you because they know too little. They misunderstand you because they think they know enough.
Slovak
Mañana ma naučilo viac než som čakala
Nie o odkladaní vecí, ale o tom, že nie všetko musíš riešiť hneď, aby sa to pohlo
Everything Feels Slightly Artificial Now
When everything becomes clear, nothing feels fully lived.
I Chose the Way I Think
And sociology was the only place where that choice made sense.
Cisza oceanu vs hałas internetu
Nie każda cisza jest taka sama. Niektóre uczą cię wracać do siebie.
You are not being seen. You are being sorted.
What survives online is not what is true, but what is compatible
Slovak
Doma sa veci neriešia. Len sa prežijú.
Napätie ostáva, pravda sa zjemní a všetko ide ďalej — presne tak, aby sa nič nemuselo zmeniť.
The Quiet Lie of Online Attention
We measure ourselves by numbers that come from moments nobody remembers.
Slovak
Každý z nás funguje ako malý narcis
Nie preto, že by sme sa zmenili. Ale preto, že sa zmenilo, čo funguje.
We Didn’t Remove Temptation
We removed the need to lie about it
Being Seen Is Not the Same as Being Known
What constant visibility quietly replaces — and why it never turns into real connection.